it's times like this i feel like i'm drowning. not some goth-girl whiny shit, you know - i'm physically fucking ill and my head feels like it's underwater, and i can't hear! it's horrible. i feel like drowning right now, i'm so god damn miserable.

it'd be nice to have someone to take care of me at moments like this. ah well.

song: "e-bow the letter" - r.e.m.