i've never been the one who's mentioned, but never by name.

i need to stop. i know i know i know this is a bad idea, because i'll become attached to you, and you'll become attached to me, and that's not good. that's a very bad possibility, only it's not really a possibility, because it's most definitely going to happen.

i don't know. i need something like this. i'm just stuck in this horrible ... depression. again. i've gotten myself thoroughly depressed and i just. i don't know.

i told her yesterday my intentions were nothing but ill. that's a lie, but the bad intentions? they're definitely there and i hope someone warns you about me. i hope you're smart enough and perceptive enough to know that i may be using you. i don't know myself whether or not i'm going to hurt you like i was planning to a long time ago.

there's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step i take.
making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me.
waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests.
murder now the path of "must we", just because the son has come.

jesus, won't you fucking whistle?
something frightful has been done.

why can we not be sober? i just want to start this over.
why can't we drink forever? i just want to start this over.

i am just a worthless liar. i am just an imbecile.
i will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well.
i will find a center in you. i will chew it up and leave.
i will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down.

mother mary, won't you whisper?
something frightful has been done.

why can we not be sober? i just want to start this over.
why can't we sleep forever? i just want to start this over.

i am just a worthless liar. i am just an imbecile.
i will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well.
i will find a center in you. i will chew it up and leave.
trust me. trust me. trust me. trust me. trust me.

why can we not be sober? i just want to start things over.
why can't we sleep forever? i just want to start this over.

song: "sober" - tool